Caution . . . tempted to write an emo post . . . too old for that . . . but, BITCH STOLE MY BEST FRIEND and I’m the evil one? Judgmental controlling bullies be-GONE! I FEEL MUCH BETTER WITHOUT YOU THERE WATCHING MY EVERY MOVE AND JUDGING MY EVERY WORD. I FEEL MUCH BETTER [...]
Archive for the ‘starting over’ Category
Stolen
Posted in Bitterness, Depression, Evil Thoughts, friendship, heart ache, Negativity, starting over on November 13, 2011 | Leave a Comment »
Gotta love a Scrabble LOL
Posted in forgiveness, friendship, kittehs, laughter, Negativity, starting over on July 12, 2011 | Leave a Comment »
Teehee, Kitteh looks so intense! So, I try to keep my blog positive and life affirming, so my last entry doesn’t fit in with that theme. I would delete it, but I needed to be raw and honest with how I felt at the time. P lus, I am on a quest to accept myself, [...]
Anti-Negativity
Posted in Negativity, starting over on June 5, 2011 | Leave a Comment »
So, I feel like I’ve been writing with too much negativity lately, which is representative of the old me, not the new. Complaining and negativity have no place here! I desire to write only about . . . Yes! Good news! I don’t know why, but it takes so much more effort and energy to [...]
Negativity is contagious
Posted in Classmates, laughter, Negativity, starting over on May 10, 2011 | Leave a Comment »
I just returned from my night class and have been in a bad mood for the last two hours. It started when a classmate immaturely started talking back to the teacher, bitching about her while she was trying to talk, and kept huffing and puffing about everything the professor did. YUCK! GROW UP!! I moved [...]
On forgiveness
Posted in forgiveness, friendship, laughter, starting over on May 9, 2011 | Leave a Comment »
For the last 3 weeks, I’ve been concentrating on learning how to forgive myself. As someone who feels constant, unnatural guilt, getting to that point has been quite a journey. The last 2 years have been particularly painful in regard to guilt such that all the pressure I put myself under caused me to lose [...]
Feeling Energized
Posted in Depression, energetic, happiness, Jump for Joy, Magical Internet People, starting over, Uncategorized on May 3, 2011 | Leave a Comment »
When I feel tired, my usual MO is to get emotional and let myself spiral downwards. I’d veg on the couch watching TV while surfing the internet and letting the negative thoughts take over. Now, however, since I am starting my life over, and letting myself find new ways to deal with depression and low [...]
Feeling Better
Posted in happiness, starting over on May 1, 2011 | Leave a Comment »
I’ve been quite a mess the last 3 years, but now I’m ready for a new start. New start = new blog, I suppose. Haha. Not sure what I have planned for it, so I decided a lolcat will have to suffice!
